They say money isn't everything, but that's only to people that don't have the kind of money that they want. No financial obligations, because anything you want you can afford to pay for. I am 1 of millions that hopes that one day that will be me. In the meantime, I am a single mom, looking for work, going to school, and praying that HE has a master plan that will deliver me from evil. Time is on my side, yes it is. I say to those that are on a journey to be what the world thinks you should be, slow down. Is what they want, what you want? Are you willing to compromise or sacrifice? You do have a choice. Should you take the first thing that comes your way or search the world over to find a niche that caters to your needs? The struggle is everlasting, but it should be fun. You should be enjoying the hills and valleys of your mental entrapment. The lows are low, but they shouldn't debilitate your being. Only teach you where to go next time a particular situation arises of similar characteristics.
You do not have to do anything alone. When you are successful, of course you don't see the end in sight. But at any moment, the tide can turn and all that you know could be washed away. Can you handle rebuilding? Can you bring yourself from 60 ft under to surface level again? I think you can. I know I can. I am here to say, that the worst is exactly that, but when you shine, we shine. This may all seem very abstract, but read a little deeper. You will see that the message behind the mayhem is that you can pull yourself out of despair and be all that you say you can be. I guess it all depends on what you think you are capable of.
