I Looked That Bitch in the Eye, And Said Come For Me...

Good day to you family,,,so it has been quite a while since I spoke on my experiences to you.  I usually find the time to sit down and really let my mind pour into words how I am truly digesting these life lessons when one smacks me on my ass.  I really have a love/hate relationship with her.  But it is always in the present that your not laughing about the situation.  Later, once the quakes have passed, you realize what you've gone through and how it has contributed to your growth and your current state of being. Early on, I spoke about being a single mom, looking for work, and going to school.  Well, I am proud to say that I graduated with my Masters in Business Administration with a concentration in Marketing and Communications.  Two years balancing the human health of myself and my son on a dime made me grow the hell up.  Watching him grow and deal with his own issues as a child does is so eye opening and nostalgic.  For him, I grind it out any way possible.  Finding a job, not related to my field of expertise that took me up then took me down,,,blew my bubble up just to burst it.  But I was able to really take of piece of that company with me.  I learned to open my self up to new things that I did not know I would enjoy.  Being placed in an environment unlike any other that I had ever been present in.  Seeing the world as it is, just where I had never been.  Being in a real relationship for the last 4 years, with my best friend.  Allowing him to anchor me to reality. The rationality and levelheadedness he brings to the table have made me straighten up and honestly think things through to reach a goal.  Understanding that you really have too put the work in and have a burning desire deep down in your gut to keep going forward in life.  Facing the challenges head on and not spending your time harboring a negative attitude.  Sincerely getting in touch with your real self and what you want.  Essentially so that you can have what you need to survive your way.  I got it this year.  I learned how to accept certain things and fight for others.  I let go of bad vibes and made better choices.  It was so exhilarating at that very moment that I understood and took it in. 

Even now I can feel changes in myself and I love it.  I see so much further than I could before.  The people around me are positive and inspiring.  I see them prosper and it motivates me to want to be my absolute flyest all the time.  To love and protect my family when they need it and when they don't.  I think its so important to include your team in your success and their success.  My family and my friends walk with me every step of the way and I need you all.  It is possible to overcome adversity in your way.  But the want has to really get you out of that hole your in.  I want life to challenge me to think a different way.  To have what I dream about every time I open and close my eyes.  To be free to just do it!  Come for me,,,,I'm ready.